J just can’t seem to settle to anything at the moment. He’s floundering about, a lot of activity but no results. Other than that J is not comfortable to be with. He can’t cope with things hanging in mid air, not knowing how they will fall, when or if, or – when they do, things will be as they should. He likes linearity: problem > thinking > activity > solution. Preferably thinking-with-activity. The WordPress updating problem has not resolved. We’re now paying for support, but all that seems to have come of that is J hunched over a computer into the small hours tinkering with this and that, and no solution in sight. Apparently Priority Support is more of a brand than a promise.
It’s very frustrating and demoralizing to know that the observation, thought-taking, creativity, technical know-how (though just now that seem more know-not!) and sheer dedication that go into our blogs is simply ignored by the WordPress Reader’s Followed Sites view (which, increasingly, seems to be how most folk catch up with our blogs). It makes us feel it’s just not worth bothering.
Meanwhile, with my mother’s passing, there’s many things needing doing that are – truth be told – more pressing and more important than blogging. Yet it is certainly true that, at times like this, that our blog seems all the more important to us.